July, A Month Of Dashed Hopes

I'm Sad,

I Thought Going For The Sake Of Making My Mom Being Happy Would Keep Me,

You Know,

But,

When She Put It That Way,

I Felt Like Bursting Into Tears,

I Mean,

I Didn't Choose To Go.

I Will Miss Her,

So Much,

Too Much,

I'll Miss Probably My Only Two Good Friends,

James Freer,

Roshan Sharma,

I'll Miss Sparky,

I'll Miss My Mom A Lot.

But Honestly,

I'll Just Be Sad,

It'll Probably Be Awesome,

But I'll Just Be Sad For A While.

I Don't Know How To Be,

I Mean,

Now That I Know,

It'll All Just Disappear,

Everything,

I Try To Be Positive About It,

But The Truth Is,

I'm Going,

I, Sebastian Pettersson, Am Probably Going To Spend A Long Time In Sweden,

And,

I'll Be Sad,

For The Most Part,

I'll Be Sad.