Tuesday, June 21, 2011

We Had A Good Run, Indeed I Have To Admit

Babe,
It's time this blog set sail,
It has run its course,
I'm proud of this blog
We have had good and bad times,
And this blog has helped me through those times,
I'm going to miss this little bastard,
Although,
When a story ends,
Another begins.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Don't Get Scared

This goes out to all those kids who feel alone,
Some time or other,
You are not alone,
Millions of kids feel the same way,
Some have no way of getting rid of the pain the feel,
So it slowly eats them.
It is very important to vent,
Talk to someone, blog, watch TV,
Go to your happy place,
And please, please, open up
People die from depression everyday,
One day someone you know might commit suicide,
Be a friend,
Show support, show someone you care
Love,
Cause that plays a major part in helping.
Sometimes, you feel so depressed,
You feel like nothing helps you,
Be alone for awhile,
Don't cut, don't do drugs,
Listen to music, paint,
Express your creative-ness
It's not stupid and no one will judge,
Those who judge anyway are stupid and unlike you,
Insignificant.
Everyday I do something to get my mind off things,
Thats not the best way but it works,
Trust me,
You HAVE to vent,
Avoiding your pain will just allow it to build up,
And one day you're going to snap
Feeling like this isn't the end of the world,
Emotional pain can be cured,
Just know that you aren't the only one out there,
It might help with your fears.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Imagine A Blind Fish Swimming Through A Light-less Sea

The Boy Feels Like He Is Engulfed In Darkness,
His Whole Body,
His Mind,
His Soul,
Is Drowned With Darkness.
Occasionally He Would Turn On A Lamp,
And It Would Be Fine For Awhile.
A Superficial Light Force,
Putting A Smile On His Face,
Keeping Him Happy For A While.
But Sometimes,
That Lamp,
Just Turns Off.
The Boy Once Again Feels The Darkness Surrounding Him,
And He Can't Do Anything About It.
He Is Miserable,
He Is Dying On The Inside.
Then He Sees This Sunshine,
This Radiant White Light,
She Comes When She Wants But She Is Never Around,
When She Is,
She Is Most Of The Time Followed By Shadows.
She Gives The Boy Hope For A Few Minutes.
Then He Begins To Realise That,
He Can't Have Her For Himself.
Off  He Goes,
Towards The Darkness.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

The World Is Vicious


Kid Cudi is getting sober and that means that his music will just be different,
I have to admit being pretty skeptical bout it being good or not,
But I realised that,
Kid Cudi doesn't need Weed to make music,
He feels music,
He is the whole definition of music.
His songs have so much meaning,
So much depth and thought into his life,
So much advice he gives to other and most importantly, himself.
Sure weed might give him inspiration,
But weed just brings out the awesome in him faster,
Kid Cudi doesn't need weed to be awesome,
He was born awesome.
I'm happy he decided to get sober,
This is a new chapter for him,
A revolution for his music.
I honestly cant wait for his new stuff.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Mother And Bondy, Things You Hurt Without

I'm Sitting On The Floor Of My Narrow Halled-Apartment,
Listening To The Epic Kid Cudi,
And I Think,
What Happened To Mankind?
What Have They Reduced Themselves To?
Doesn't Anyone Have A Heart Anymore?
Why Does Mankind Fuck With One Another For No Apparent Reason?
It Puzzles Me,
Cause I Remember For A Fact,
There Use To Be A Time When Everyone Just Loved,
When No One Gave A Fuck About Anything?
What Happened To This Epic Race?
How Did We Change?
Honestly.
Everyone Should Be Friends,
No One Should Have Any Feelings Of Resent Towards Another,
It's Wrong.
Probably The Worst Part Of It All Is,
No One Wants To Admit Their Feelings,
Everyone Is Afraid Of Getting Their Ego Shattered That We've Lost All Our Love And Sympathy,
Don't Start On Shame,
No One Feels Shame Anymore,
Especially When They Fuck You Over,
They Go On As If Nothing Happens.
I'll Tell You,
Only In Sweden.
I'm Sad,
For What We've Become,
It's Ashame,
We Had So Much Potential.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Ben 10 Fruit Drinks And Non-Alcoholic Pear Cider.

Life Is Short,
It Comes And Goes Just Like That,
It's Not Something You Plan,
It's Something That Happens.
Just Look Back At What You've Done,
Was It Worth It?
Was It Healthy?
Sometimes Was It Legal?
Probably Not,
But It Sure As Hell Was Fun,
Think About Everyone You've Shared You're Life With,
Goods And Bads,
All The Laughter And Pain,
And It's Just Overwhelming,
All The People You've Met,
Places You've Been,
I Hope It Made You The Person You Are Today,
Not Perfect,
But You,
Sure It's Not Always Pretty,
But It's You
And You're Here,
Make The Most Of It
Cause Life Is Short.
And Whenever You're Feeling Down,
Just Tell Yourself,
"Hey, This Isn't So Bad, There's More To Look Forward To"
There Is,
Trust Me.
I Guess,
What I'm Trying To Say Is,
Live And Love,
There's Pretty Much Nothing Better To Do,
Oh And,
Tell The People You Love,
How Much They Mean To You
You Never Know When They'll Leave Your Side.
John 14:27
Peace I Leave With You; My Peace I Give You. I Do Not Give You As The World Gives. Do Not Let Your Hearts Be Troubled And Do Not Be Afraid

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Something Along The Lines Of Ducks, I Don't Know

Life Is Weird,
Honestly,
You Can Be Having The Time Of Your Life
And All Of A Sudden,
Something Trips,
And Everything Changes,
Everyone Gets Depressed And Piss Off,
And Really Who's Fault Is It?
I Don't Even Know Who To Blame.
I See My Life As A Really Long Story
Where It's Not Just Me You Know,
It's Like Everyone In My Life Aswell,
And What They Do,
In Even The Slightest Way Affect Me.
I Don't Know What I'm Trying To Say,
But,
Yeah,
I Don't Know.
You Know What We Should Do?
We Should All Just Stop Thinking,
Just Imagine If There Was A Day,
Where No One Used Their Head,
There Would Be So Much Happiness,
So Much Simplicity
For A Moment,
We Would Just Sit And Just Chill
And Just Forget
Cause Life Is Short
And We Shouldn't Wallow In Self Pity
Or Despair
We Should Just Live And Love
So Yeah
Stop It
If You're Sad,
Stop Being Sad And Be Awesome Instead
Everyone Is Awesome In Their Own Way
And We Shouldn't Be So Bummed Out That Some People Don't See It That Way
I Mean
No One Really Cares
Just Chill The Fuck Out