The 'Who' Is Not Important, It's The 'What' You Should Be Worried About

This Is My Blog,

The Only Place I Can Say Anything,

So,

It Might Not Be True But I Wouldn't Do Anything To Change It,

I Like This Blog,

It's The Only Friend I Have Who Would Listen To Me And Then Help Me Share It With People Who Care,

Which Isn't That Much.

Then There's People Who Read It Just To Pick On Me Or Others,

Or To Tell Me That I Should Do Something Else.

I Know I'm Not Making Any Sense But That Just All I Have To Say.

The Whole Day I Have Been Trying To Be Not Emo,

Then I Come Home,

Then,

Well,

If You Have Been Reading You Would Understand.

I Could Tell You I Feel Like Going For A Jog And Then Getting Knocked,

Or That I Want To Fall Asleep And Never Wake Up,

Or Maybe Jump Off A Building,

OR I Could Tell You I Finished Reading My Novel And That It Was The Only Thing Worth Living For,

Just A Little Fantasy To Take Me Away From This Paradise.

I Really Need To Cut Myself,

Like Until I Bleed To Death.

I Don't Want To Go To School Ever Again,

What's The Point Of Going Somewhere Nobody Wants You,

What's The Point Of Going Somewhere Without Friends.

*Sigh*

If I Had A Choice I Would Kill Myself,

And I'm Not Just Saying That,

I Honestly Want To Kill Myself.

Fuck Me,

I'm So Depressed,

It's Not Even A Big Deal.

Now I'm Just Going To Write A Few Lines From One Of The Best Songs Ever Produced,

I'm Head Over Heels For Someone I

That I Can't Really Deal With

I Want To Block Her Out My Mind

But I Really Can't Do It

I Tell Myself It's The Last Time

Imma Let Her Do This To Me

Whenever We Do Spend Time

I Realize That I Can't Get Enough Of You

And Another Verse,

Girl, Just Look What You've Done

How Could You Do This To Me?

I Gotta Put My Foot Down,

I Can't Let You Do This To Me

I Can't Forget Those Good Ol'times

And All The Things You've Been Doing To Me

Yeah..

Say What You Want.