Bear In Mind That This Is Where Things Go Spectacularly Wrong

'What's Wrong'

Two Words I Have Been Asking Myself.

I Took A Long Walk Home,

It Was Good,

I Thought Of,

Nothing.

It Felt Good To Feel Nothing,

To Just Walk.

Then I Got Home,

Not So Alien Emotions Started Flooding In,

Once Again I Was Drowning In My Thoughts,

With My Novel Read,

I Had Nothing To Distract Me From This Hell,

My Brother Forced Me To Go CC,

I Wasn't Up For It,

Heck I Was Feeling So Lifeless,

My Pee Was Limp.

I Got Home For The Second Time,

Went To Get Some Water,

The Yelling Had Already Begun,

Great I Thought To Myself,

I Took A Shower,

A Warm One,

I Didn't Need A Cold Shower Since The World Was Treating Me Like This.

I Started Listening To The Killers,

I Realised Some Of Their Lyrics Are Emo,

Gives Me A Run For My Money.

Sat In My Bed For About Two Seconds,

Seconds Which Felt Like Hours,

Just Thinking About What Would Happen If I Just Dropped Dead.

I Took The First Thing I Saw,

A Blade,

I Slit My Wrist.

OK,

I Didn't,

Felt Like It Though.