Can I Just Fucking Die?Please?

THE HOLIDAY-HeartBroke
It All Started On A Beatiful Friday Morning.
Seb's Alarm Was Ringing And He Was Supposed To Get Up And Meet His Friends At Their Study Group Thing..With The Help Of His Mom He Was All Ready.
As Seb And Zaki Walked To Loo's Place He Was Pretty Excited Mainly Because He Would See Her..When All Of Them Reached McD,
Seb Was Dissapointed To Not Seeing Her And Got A Little Worried.
After A While She Showed Up And Seb Was Blown Away At How Pretty She Looked..The Guy Who Practises All Of His Lines In The Mirror Had Nothing To Say And Just Admired Her..
Like Around 3 Hours Later She Said Some Stuff And Seb...
Well Seb Was Torn Up Inside.
Every Bone In His Body Felt Weak.
All Of His Blood Started To Freeze..
And Once Again She Had Left Him Heart Broken.
Holding Back His Tears..
He Just Sat There, Thinking Real Hard On What To Do Next..
They Didn't Talk Much After That
Not With Each Other Anyways.
When It Was Time To Go..
Seb Waited For His Friends And She Gave Him A Hug.
And They Went Outside For A Bit..
They Went Back In..
Deciding It Was Best To Stay.
The Guys Just Left Her There Eventually And Seb Wanted To Stay But His Heart Was Bleeding All Over The Place And Just Needed To Go..
Zaki And Seb Walked To James' House And Stayed There For A Bit..
Before Zaki Had To Go Tuition.
On The Way There Seb Was All Depressed And Weird Telling All His Bullshit To Zaki..
Zaki Gave Some Advice And Stuff But Seb Was Still Fucking Sad..
Seb Decided He Was Going To Move On But After A Whole Day He Started To Miss The Person He Needed The Most,
The Person Who Broke His Heart..
Seb Talked To Zaki Until 2 In The Morning Figuring Out What Had To Be Done..
He Went To Sleep That Night(Barely Being Able To)
Without Cutting Himself.
On Saturday,
Seb Was On His Way To James' House Again..
Looking Optimistic About Hanging Out, Watching Ben 1o, Having A Couple Of Burgers..
Hanging Out Part Was Awesome All They Did Was Go To The 'CC' And Stayed At Home Not Having Any Worries..
But Wat Was Sad Was...
The TV Network Had Cancelled Ben 10..
How Could Anyone Do That?!
I Mean Seriously.
Ben 10 Is The Most Awesomest Cartoon In The World..
That Crushed Seb's Hopes Completely..
After Having Spent The Whole Day There..
Seb Went Back Home On Sunday Dead Tired And Messed Up..
Just When You Think It Couldn't Get Any Worse...
Seb Got On His Facebook And Got Ignored By Her..
2 Fucking Slashes In 3 Days..
A Man Can Only Take So Much..
So Here He Sits Depressed And Heart Broken And Sad And Crushed And Lonely Trying Not To Kill Himself To See If Tommorow Would Be Better..
Thats The Only Thing You Can Hope For Nowadays..
For A Better Tommorow..

-Seb's Other Side-

P.S I Am So Fucking Sad And Cold.I Feel Like Putting A Fucking Bullet In My WorthLess Head.