Mother And Bondy, Things You Hurt Without

I'm Sitting On The Floor Of My Narrow Halled-Apartment,

Listening To The Epic Kid Cudi,

And I Think,

What Happened To Mankind?

What Have They Reduced Themselves To?

Doesn't Anyone Have A Heart Anymore?

Why Does Mankind Fuck With One Another For No Apparent Reason?

It Puzzles Me,

Cause I Remember For A Fact,

There Use To Be A Time When Everyone Just Loved,

When No One Gave A Fuck About Anything?

What Happened To This Epic Race?

How Did We Change?

Honestly.

Everyone Should Be Friends,

No One Should Have Any Feelings Of Resent Towards Another,

It's Wrong.

Probably The Worst Part Of It All Is,

No One Wants To Admit Their Feelings,

Everyone Is Afraid Of Getting Their Ego Shattered That We've Lost All Our Love And Sympathy,

Don't Start On Shame,

No One Feels Shame Anymore,

Especially When They Fuck You Over,

They Go On As If Nothing Happens.

I'll Tell You,

Only In Sweden.

I'm Sad,

For What We've Become,

It's Ashame,

We Had So Much Potential.

Ben 10 Fruit Drinks And Non-Alcoholic Pear Cider.

Life Is Short,

It Comes And Goes Just Like That,

It's Not Something You Plan,

It's Something That Happens.

Just Look Back At What You've Done,

Was It Worth It?

Was It Healthy?

Sometimes Was It Legal?

Probably Not,

But It Sure As Hell Was Fun,

Think About Everyone You've Shared You're Life With,

Goods And Bads,

All The Laughter And Pain,

And It's Just Overwhelming,

All The People You've Met,

Places You've Been,

I Hope It Made You The Person You Are Today,

Not Perfect,

But You,

Sure It's Not Always Pretty,

But It's You

And You're Here,

Make The Most Of It

Cause Life Is Short.

And Whenever You're Feeling Down,

Just Tell Yourself,

"Hey, This Isn't So Bad, There's More To Look Forward To"

There Is,

Trust Me.

I Guess,

What I'm Trying To Say Is,

Live And Love,

There's Pretty Much Nothing Better To Do,

Oh And,

Tell The People You Love,

How Much They Mean To You

You Never Know When They'll Leave Your Side.

John 14:27

Peace I Leave With You; My Peace I Give You. I Do Not Give You As The World Gives. Do Not Let Your Hearts Be Troubled And Do Not Be Afraid

Something Along The Lines Of Ducks, I Don't Know

Life Is Weird,

Honestly,

You Can Be Having The Time Of Your Life

And All Of A Sudden,

Something Trips,
And Everything Changes,

Everyone Gets Depressed And Piss Off,
And Really Who's Fault Is It?

I Don't Even Know Who To Blame.

I See My Life As A Really Long Story

Where It's Not Just Me You Know,

It's Like Everyone In My Life Aswell,

And What They Do,

In Even The Slightest Way Affect Me.

I Don't Know What I'm Trying To Say,

But,

Yeah,

I Don't Know.

You Know What We Should Do?

We Should All Just Stop Thinking,

Just Imagine If There Was A Day,
Where No One Used Their Head,

There Would Be So Much Happiness,

So Much Simplicity

For A Moment,

We Would Just Sit And Just Chill

And Just Forget

Cause Life Is Short

And We Shouldn't Wallow In Self Pity

Or Despair

We Should Just Live And Love

So Yeah

Stop It

If You're Sad,

Stop Being Sad And Be Awesome Instead

Everyone Is Awesome In Their Own Way

And We Shouldn't Be So Bummed Out That Some People Don't See It That Way

I Mean

No One Really Cares

Just Chill The Fuck Out

I'm Not Made Of Steel

I Tell Myself Everyday I'm Awesome,

I Look At Myself,

I Say,

Why Am I So God Damn Handsome?

I Say,

I'm Awesome

But,

Deep Down,
I'm Torn Up,

I'm Broken.

And It Sucks.

Some Days I Feel So Happy,

So Glad To Be Alive,

But Most Days,

I Feel Like Crying,

I Feel Like Lying In Bed Till The Sun Sets,

Twice.

I Think About My Mom And Dad,

How It Would Be Perfect If My Mom Was There For Me Again,

How She Would Listen

And Atleast Take Into Consideration What I Tell Her,

I Wish,

I Could Hold Her Again,

I Miss Her

And Her Smile

And Her Smell.

How Perfect It Would Be If My Dad Had Been There For Me,

How He Could Have Atleast Tried To Be A Father,

Where Was He When I Needed Him?

I Pray More Than Ever,

To Have Someone I Could Look Forward To,

Someone Who Would Look At Me And Just Understand,

Someone To Give Me A Hug With Love,

Someone To Kiss Me Goodnight.

Cakes And Perfumes.

I Feel So Awesome Today,

I Felt So Special,

I'm Awesome.

After Your Dreams Have All Died And Morning Isn't Morning, What Are You?

It Is Depressing Knowing That Your 'Friends' Don't Want To Spend Time With You,

When They Find You Weird,

When You Just Feel They That Don't Like You.

It's Not Ok To Do That,

It's Not Ok To Ignore The People You Used To Hang Out With,

It's Not Ok To Be Mean To Them Even If It's Just For Kicks.

I Know Nobody Is Perfect,

And We All Make Mistakes Just Like Everybody Else,

We Say Stupid Things,
We Do Stupid Things,

Don't Judge,

Don't Hate,

Accept,

Give People Room To Grow,

I Mean Its Alot Better To Tell The Truth Than To Ignore.

Doesn't Matter Colour,
Doesn't Matter Intelligence,

Doesn't Matter Looks,
We Are All Human,

And We Have Feelings,

We Have Feelings Which Can Be Hurt.

I Don't Appreciate Any Of This More Than Anyone I Know,

Friends Are Supposed To Understand And Support,

Friends Should Give Space For Us To Mature,

To Think For Ourselves,

Friends Shouldn't Make Friends,

Feel Bad,

Friends Shouldn't Use Friends,

Be It Physically Or Emotionally.

What Happened To Us?

Somewhere Along The Lines,

We Lost Each Other.

Nothing Feels Worst Than Being Left Out,

I Hope Your Proud.

He Seems Alive.

I'm Sad And Pissed Off,

And I Don't Know What It Is,

I'm Just So Damn Blue.

I Just Feel Like Cutting My Eyeballs,

So That I Won't Have To See The Evil And The Unjustice In This World.

I Don't Even Know Why I'm Feeling Like This,

I'm In No Mood To Think,

There's So Much In My Head,

I Can't Filter Them,

It's Just A Big Jumble Of Emotion.

And My Heart,

That's The Worst.

It's Not Talking To Me,

I Don't Know What He Wants,

He Is So Sore,

And Always In Constant Pain.

I Can't Sleep,

I Just Toss And Turn,

I Wake Up In Cold Sweat,

Confused,

Thinking To Myself,

Why Doesn't It Ever End,

I Just Want To Go,

Just Peacefully Go.

I Want To Wake Up And Know That,

I'm Somewhere Everyone Feels The Same,

Glad.