Friday, January 21, 2011

Ben 10 Fruit Drinks And Non-Alcoholic Pear Cider.

Life Is Short,
It Comes And Goes Just Like That,
It's Not Something You Plan,
It's Something That Happens.
Just Look Back At What You've Done,
Was It Worth It?
Was It Healthy?
Sometimes Was It Legal?
Probably Not,
But It Sure As Hell Was Fun,
Think About Everyone You've Shared You're Life With,
Goods And Bads,
All The Laughter And Pain,
And It's Just Overwhelming,
All The People You've Met,
Places You've Been,
I Hope It Made You The Person You Are Today,
Not Perfect,
But You,
Sure It's Not Always Pretty,
But It's You
And You're Here,
Make The Most Of It
Cause Life Is Short.
And Whenever You're Feeling Down,
Just Tell Yourself,
"Hey, This Isn't So Bad, There's More To Look Forward To"
There Is,
Trust Me.
I Guess,
What I'm Trying To Say Is,
Live And Love,
There's Pretty Much Nothing Better To Do,
Oh And,
Tell The People You Love,
How Much They Mean To You
You Never Know When They'll Leave Your Side.
John 14:27
Peace I Leave With You; My Peace I Give You. I Do Not Give You As The World Gives. Do Not Let Your Hearts Be Troubled And Do Not Be Afraid

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Something Along The Lines Of Ducks, I Don't Know

Life Is Weird,
Honestly,
You Can Be Having The Time Of Your Life
And All Of A Sudden,
Something Trips,
And Everything Changes,
Everyone Gets Depressed And Piss Off,
And Really Who's Fault Is It?
I Don't Even Know Who To Blame.
I See My Life As A Really Long Story
Where It's Not Just Me You Know,
It's Like Everyone In My Life Aswell,
And What They Do,
In Even The Slightest Way Affect Me.
I Don't Know What I'm Trying To Say,
But,
Yeah,
I Don't Know.
You Know What We Should Do?
We Should All Just Stop Thinking,
Just Imagine If There Was A Day,
Where No One Used Their Head,
There Would Be So Much Happiness,
So Much Simplicity
For A Moment,
We Would Just Sit And Just Chill
And Just Forget
Cause Life Is Short
And We Shouldn't Wallow In Self Pity
Or Despair
We Should Just Live And Love
So Yeah
Stop It
If You're Sad,
Stop Being Sad And Be Awesome Instead
Everyone Is Awesome In Their Own Way
And We Shouldn't Be So Bummed Out That Some People Don't See It That Way
I Mean
No One Really Cares
Just Chill The Fuck Out

Monday, December 13, 2010

I'm Not Made Of Steel

I Tell Myself Everyday I'm Awesome,
I Look At Myself,
I Say,
Why Am I So God Damn Handsome?
I Say,
I'm Awesome
But,
Deep Down,
I'm Torn Up,
I'm Broken.
And It Sucks.
Some Days I Feel So Happy,
So Glad To Be Alive,
But Most Days,
I Feel Like Crying,
I Feel Like Lying In Bed Till The Sun Sets,
Twice.
I Think About My Mom And Dad,
How It Would Be Perfect If My Mom Was There For Me Again,
How She Would Listen
And Atleast Take Into Consideration What I Tell Her,
I Wish,
I Could Hold Her Again,
I Miss Her
And Her Smile
And Her Smell.
How Perfect It Would Be If My Dad Had Been There For Me,
How He Could Have Atleast Tried To Be A Father,
Where Was He When I Needed Him?
I Pray More Than Ever,
To Have Someone I Could Look Forward To,
Someone Who Would Look At Me And Just Understand,
Someone To Give Me A Hug With Love,
Someone To Kiss Me Goodnight.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Cakes And Perfumes.

I Feel So Awesome Today,
I Felt So Special,
I'm Awesome.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

After Your Dreams Have All Died And Morning Isn't Morning, What Are You?

It Is Depressing Knowing That Your 'Friends' Don't Want To Spend Time With You,
When They Find You Weird,
When You Just Feel They That Don't Like You.
It's Not Ok To Do That,
It's Not Ok To Ignore The People You Used To Hang Out With,
It's Not Ok To Be Mean To Them Even If It's Just For Kicks.
I Know Nobody Is Perfect,
And We All Make Mistakes Just Like Everybody Else,
We Say Stupid Things,
We Do Stupid Things,
Don't Judge,
Don't Hate,
Accept,
Give People Room To Grow,
I Mean Its Alot Better To Tell The Truth Than To Ignore.
Doesn't Matter Colour,
Doesn't Matter Intelligence,
Doesn't Matter Looks,
We Are All Human,
And We Have Feelings,
We Have Feelings Which Can Be Hurt.
I Don't Appreciate Any Of This More Than Anyone I Know,
Friends Are Supposed To Understand And Support,
Friends Should Give Space For Us To Mature,
To Think For Ourselves,
Friends Shouldn't Make Friends,
Feel Bad,
Friends Shouldn't Use Friends,
Be It Physically Or Emotionally.
What Happened To Us?
Somewhere Along The Lines,
We Lost Each Other.
Nothing Feels Worst Than Being Left Out,
I Hope Your Proud.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

He Seems Alive.

I'm Sad And Pissed Off,
And I Don't Know What It Is,
I'm Just So Damn Blue.
I Just Feel Like Cutting My Eyeballs,
So That I Won't Have To See The Evil And The Unjustice In This World.
I Don't Even Know Why I'm Feeling Like This,
I'm In No Mood To Think,
There's So Much In My Head,
I Can't Filter Them,
It's Just A Big Jumble Of Emotion.
And My Heart,
That's The Worst.
It's Not Talking To Me,
I Don't Know What He Wants,
He Is So Sore,
And Always In Constant Pain.
I Can't Sleep,
I Just Toss And Turn,
I Wake Up In Cold Sweat,
Confused,
Thinking To Myself,
Why Doesn't It Ever End,
I Just Want To Go,
Just Peacefully Go.
I Want To Wake Up And Know That,
I'm Somewhere Everyone Feels The Same,
Glad.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Wake Up And Feel Awesome

I'm Really Confused And Pissed Off,
It's Either One Or The Other.
Confused Cause,
I Just Don't Know What I'm Doing Anymore,
And Being Lead On Really Doesn't Help,
The Fact That I Don't Know How To Express How I Feel Does Alot To Add To My Confusion.
Ok,
To Get Shit Straight,
I Am Not Gay Or Anything,
My Facebook Has Been Constantly Raped,
So Yeah.
Really Pissed Off Cause,
Nothing Ever Goes My Way,
No One Really Listens
And My Brother Just Does Everything He Can To Ruin My Life.
I Mean Let Me Be,
Let Me Do What I Want.
Enough Of That.
My Friend Got Me Thinking,
Is What I Doing Right?
Is It Worth It?
It Seems Like Nothing Is Going My Way,
So Yeah
I Should Chill.
This World Is Too Big For Me And Me Trying To Be On Top Is Not A Good Idea,
Made Up My Mind,
I Will Chill.
Live Life With Complete Chill,
Remember?