I'm Like Awesome.

Dude...
Exams Are Like Over.
Awesome.
I Flunked My AddMath,
I Swear To God,
I Didn't Understand Anything.
Other Than That,
It Was All Not That Bad.
Speaking Of Exams,
My Heart Is At Peace With My Mind.
I Know Now What To Do And What To Say.
I Know Right.
I Just Wish I Was Born A Surfer.
I Would Have Made The Perfect Surfer Boy.
-Seb-

I Miss Fall Out Boy.

Most Pathetic Thing On Earth,
Me.
WTF?!
It's Official Noone Cares.
Everytime I Swallow It Feels Like My Throat's Heart Breaks.
I Swear To God,
I'm Lucky to Get 1 Response From Anyone In A Day.
Why Do I Even Try?

Welcome To F.O.B Is Epic Land.

Is It Weird To Have Feelings Towards Someone Who Has Screwed With Your Mind Lots OF Times?
Maybe.
I'm Retarded.
Why?
I Would Love To Tell You.
Lately,
My Heart Is All @#$%,
You Know?
Like Un-describeable.
This Is All Thanks To Emotions.
So,
I Go To School,
And Everything Annoys Me,
I Don't Feel Right Anymore.
This Is Caused By Certain Issues Brought Up By Friends.
These 'Certain Issues' Made Me Think "What If?"
These 'Issues' Have Brought Up Feelings Of Uncertainty,
Even If It Could Be True,
Why?
All These Things Are Stressing The Fuck Out Of Me.
I Just Hope That This Time Things Will Be Different.

"Perfect"

Everyday,
I Look At Myself In The Mirror,
I Think,
"Whats Wrong With Me?I'm Awesome."
"What Drives People To Do The Things They Do To Me?"
And Then I Realised,
I'm A Nice Guy And People Take Advantage Of Me.
Thats Not The Only Problem,
I Forgive To Easy.
My Brain Is Like A Kids Brain,
I See Bad But In My Head Its All Good.
What The Fuck?!
If I Could Like Draw My Brain,
It Would Be Cool And Awesome But Most Importantly,
Eye Opening.
Take Relationships For Example,
Right Now,
I Keep Thinking Of One Person,
Eventhough That Person Has Been A Bitch.
I Look For Replacements But Nothing Replaces This Feeling.
I Hate This.
Most People Don't Deserve Me And Yet,
This.
(I'm Gonna End Like This So You Guys Look Forward To My Next Post)

Timbaland Is Quite Cool.

Life.
I Probably Have Said This Many Times Before.
Life Is Retarded,
Un-Explainable.
My Teacher Always Tells Us 'The Only Thing That Is Constant Is Change'
So,
No Matter What Happens,
All You Have To Do Is Keep Moving.
A Broken Heart,
A Broken Leg,
Thats Just Life.
Don't Get Caught Up In The Middle Of The Past.
Be Despised To be Loved.
-Fall Out Boy-
When You're Down,
Talk To Someone,
You Could Go Emo, I Would,
But Then You Will Get Isolated.
I'm Just Telling Everyone That Hardship Isn't The End Of The World.
Live Life With Complete Chill
-Seb-

!@#$%

Tommorow,
School Students All Over BSD Are Going To Do Something Pointless.
It's Official,
Most Malaysians Are Quite Retarded.
Due To Unwanted Retardation,
I Am Not Going.
Speaking Of Not Going,
I Have Skipped Two Days Of School This Week,
Awesome.
I Have A Valid Reason,
But Its On A Need-To-Know Basis,
So,
You Know,
Chill.
My Mind Is Like Blank Right Now
DAFT
...
I'm Tired.
Yeah.
I Know!
=(
Sparky,
My Puppy,
Is Now Living With His Mom At Lucas's Friends House.
Until Further Notice Of Course.
I Miss Him.
A Day Without Him Is Like A Day Without Food.
I Miss Him So Much.
_____________

Anyways,
I'm Out Of Ideas,
So...
Sleep Well.
Will Update Soon?
-Seb-

This Year, History Is Less Dull.

My Hair Is So Awesome,
Its All Up And Cool.
In The Middle Of Siviks,
This Teacher Came In And Looked At My Awesome Hair And Asked Me To Cut It?
Luckily,
Pn.Zarina Came To The Rescue!
My Hair Is Thick According To Her.
Speaking Of Awesomeness,
I Am Now In The 1st Class.
Don't Quite Like It But...
You Know.
Everyone Is SO Smart And Hardworking.
Most Of My Classmates Have Already Finished Next Weeks Homework.
I'm Taking My Time.
Physics,
Well,
Its Confusing.
Add-Maths?
My Teacher Reads From The Book.
Yeah.
So Far,
I Would Say Modern Maths Is The Best.
You Don't Even Need To Count That Much.
Everyone Is So Boring Now,
When We Mix Classes,
All Everyone Does Is Work.
I Don't Like School.
I'm So Odd In My Class,
Everyone Is Like =)
And I'm Like =
Then They're Like "Seb You Look Sad"
And Then I'm Like "=]"
Currently I'm Waiting For Fall Out Boy's Album,
So In The Mean Time,
All I Listen To Is Dashboard Confessional.