Sorry Does Not Describe How Sorry I Am

Hey.
Sherie?
I'm Sorry I Missed School Today..
My Brother Was Sick And I Had To Stay With Him.
I'm Really Sorry And I Miss You.
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One More Thing.
If I Could Sing..
I Would Sing This Song But For Now..
I'll Just Write The Lyrics..

I Can Wait Forever-Simple Plan
You look so beautiful today
When you’re sitting there it’s hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn’t matter but you feel so far away
And I can’t lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face
And I…Cuz I just can’t take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait…I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you’re gone, it won’t stop bleeding
I can wait…I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It’s like every time I turn around, I see your face
The thing I miss the most is, waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay
And I can’t lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face
And I…Cuz I just can’t take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait…I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you’re gone it wont stop bleeding
I can wait…I can wait,I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess it’s just the price I gotta pay
When I come back home To feel your touch, Makes it better
Until that day there’s nothing else I can do
And I just can’t take it!

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait…I can wait,I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you’re gone it won’t stop bleeding I can wait…I can wait,I can wait forever

Just A Little Risky.

This Week Has Not Been That Bad..
I Guess.
Trials Were Ok And Sh*t.

Just For The Record;
I Won't Kill Myself Knowing It Will Dissapoint You.
And I'm Not A Complete Phsyco-Path.
I'm Over Sensitive At Times But Not Crazy.
I Just Want You Guys To Know.
It's Not Nice To Judge People..
Before You Even Meet Them.
I Guess Its Ok If You Know Them For Quite A While..
But...
Yeah.
I Would Describe Myself As 'Misunderstood'

I Love Her.
Don't Get Me Wrong.
I Would Do Anything For Her.
But Some People Don't Understand That.
Sometimes Parents Should Let Their Kids Make Their On Desicions.
I'm Not Saying My Mom Is Bad.
She Is Just Over-Protective.
By The Way.
I Feel Earlier Today..
So My Elbow And Knee Are Kinda Fucked Up..
It Was A Pretty Funny Fall Actually..
And Pretty Painful As Well.

=)
That Was The Best I Could Come Up With..
The Smiley Face Not The Post.
I Guess Thats It.
GoodNight
I Miss Her.

-seb-

I Love You

Things Are Starting To Look Up.
I'm Talking To Her In School.
It's Akward..But Still
I Don't Mind Not Talking.
I Just Like Her Presence And..
Well I Love Her.
Right Now I Miss Her So Much.
I Want To Be With Her Every Second Of The Day.
To Make Sure She's Ok..
I Miss Her.
I Miss Our Strange Conversations.
I Just Want To See Her Smile.

-TheBoyWho'sInLove-

Love Is A Big Word.

I Only Like One Person.
Though,I've Been Trying To Denie It.
You See..Life Sucks For Me.
And I Don't Really Get What She Sees In Me.
That Is Even If She Likes Me.
I Miss Her And I'm Really Awkward Around Her..
So..
Yeah.
I'm A Mess,
I've Hardly Got Some Self-Asteem,
And I'm Screwed Up.

-seb-

This Ain't A Scene So Don't Make It One.

Hey..
To Anyone Reading This..
I'm 'Dead'
So Ignore Me If You See Me Because I Couldn't Care Less..
She Screwed Me Up Real Bad I Guess..
In Other Words:I'm A Mess And She's Worst.
I Realised She Does Not Care About Anyone But Herself..
Seb Is Screwed Up For Thinking He Likes Sherie..

-TheBoyWhoCutsHimselfForKicks-

S.S.L.S

I Still Do I Cant Help It.
The 'Not Allowed To Talk Part Makes It Worst'
...
Our Hearts Will Beat In Separate Rooms Like They Always Do..
This Time Mine Will Hurt.

-seb-

You Know It Always Just Be Me

I Wrote This To A Girl Whom I Thought I Loved
Here Is How It Goes..

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I Want To Hold Your Hand Everyday For The Rest Of Our Lives,
I Want To Hold You In My Arms And Never Let Go
And When I D0 Let Go It Would Be To Look In Your Eyes And See You Smile.
I've Never Felt This Way Before And I Love You,
Even If You Like Him More Than Me,
And Everytime I Do Something Wrong I Regret It And I'm Really Sorry.
I Don't Care What Anyone Thinks Of Us,
And I May Not Be Perfect But You Know How I Feel And I Hope You Feel The Same Way.
Sometimes I Get Really Shy And I Have To Try Really Hard To Find The Answers To Your Questions Because You're The One Person Who's Always On My Mind,
And I Dont Think Straight When I'm Around You.
I Love You Sherie Mae Janz.

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Shortly After That She Broke My Heart..

Lots Of Love,
-seb-

p.s:I Don't Know What To Feel Anymore..