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I Can't Get My Dopey Smile Off My Face.
You Know Why?
Cuz Sherie Replied My Message.
I'm Probally The Happiest Boy In The World.
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There's 7 Smiley's Because I Haven't Seen Her In A Week.
But..
She Replied My Message.
Enough Of My Happiness..
Back To The Real Point Of My Blog.

My Mom Hates Me.
It Just Feels Like She Does..
I Mean..
I Didn't Even Do Anything Wrong.
Who Cares?
I Don't Need Her.
I Guess...
Ok.I Do Need Her, But I'm Not Going To Apologize For The Nothing-ish-ness I Did..

Sometimes I Wish I Could Take Sherie's Hand And Run Away.
And Go To A Far Away Place Where Nothing Can Get To Us..
That's Only If Sherie Wants To.
I'm Happy Even If She Doesn't.
In Terms Of Going Away..

I Can't Even Get My Words Right..
Gosh.
Sometimes I Get So Pissed At Myself.
At Least I Have My Mineral Water...
And My Beloved Sherie.
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I Love Her.
And I Miss Her.
A Lot.
A Lot Lot.
A Lot Lot Lot Lot.
You Get The Point?
I Love Her.
And...
Goodnight.

-CheeseBall-

P.S: You Mean The World To Me.

Nothing Without You.

This Is How I Feel Right Now.
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The World:Just Die Seb.Drop Dead Right Now And Die.
Seb :Why?
The World:Because...Um,Noone Likes You,You Screwed Up To Many Times And Well Your Family Is Against You.
Seb :I Get The Point.But People Make Mistakes, Everyone Deserves A Second Chance.
The World:Not You.
Seb: :This Whole Week Has Been F***ed.I Miss Her To Death And There's Almost Nothing I Can Do.
The World:All The More Reason To Die.
Seb :Hey!Everyone Needs Someone To Protect Them..And Without Sherie..
The World:Who Cares!?
Seb :I Do!I Love Her And That Is All That Matters.So Why Don't You Just Shut The F*** Up.
The World:You Left Me Speechless...
Seb :Good For You.
Seb :Who Am I Kidding..I'm Already Dead Without Her..
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Glad I Got 'That' Of My Chest.
Good Night.
-CheeseBall-

Weird-ness Of Me

12.06 a.m. I Can't Sleep.
I'm Thinking Of You.
I Am So Depressed Because I Haven't Seen You For 3 Days..
How Am I Going To Survive For Another Week?

Anyways...
I'm Beginning To Love Myself.
But Not As Much As Loving You..
You Know You Gotta Help Me Out.

I Miss You.
I Just Hope You Miss Me Too.
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Today..
Well Sunday,
Was Boring..
I Didn't Go Out..
So...
Yeah.

I Love You..
I Love You So Much.
I Love You With All My Heart And More..

I Had A Dream..
It Was A Bad Dream.
It Started With School,
Your 'Mark' Was There.
In My Dream He Was A Huge Version Of Zakee.
I Got Angry And I Picked A Fight With Him..
The Good News Is..
I Won.
Yeah..
Not Such A Good Dream Eh?

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Worst Comes To Worst.
I Would Have To Let You Go..
I Just Hope You're Happy..
And If It's Not With Me Then...Fine.

I'm Not Helping In Cheering Myself Up.
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Fustrated At What He Did, Seb Reached For His Blade. At That Moment He Realised He Made A Promise To The Love Of His Life And Hesitated Before Looking Away.. Tears In His Eyes Aching To Be In Her Presence.
He Went On His Knees And Looked Into The Sky And Started To Pray.
"Dear God,I Know I Haven't Been Praying Much But..Will You Help Me?"
God Heard His Prayer And Decided To Give This Guy A Break.
"Thanks God, You're The Best"said Seb To himself.
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Please Ignore My Breakdown.
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I Miss You Sherie.
I Want To Be With You.
I Love You.

-CheeseBall-

Saturday

I Woke Up Earlier Today.
Just Like I Would On Saturday.
Then I Started Thinking Of How Much I Missed You.
And..
And All The Stupid Things I Would Do:
I Watched Ben 10,
I Ate Loads Of Pizza,
Played Basketball With Loo,
And Started Thinking Of You.

I Realised The Things I Used To Say About You Weren't Very Nice.
But That Was Only Because You Broke My Heart.
I Know Thats A Stupid Reason..
Cuz I Know You Never Meant To..
So I Just Want To Let You Know That I Love You And I'm Sorry.
I Love So Much
And I Miss You More Than Anything Else In This World.

The Only Thing That Helps Me Get Through The Day Is..
Is The Fact That In 1 Week.
I Will Get The Chance To Look In Your Beatiful Eyes.
And See Your Sweet Smile.
If You Read This You Might Call Me Cheesy
Call Me Whatever You Want
This Is The Truth.

I Love You.
And I Hope You Have An Awesome Weekend.

-CheeseBall-

Sorry Does Not Describe How Sorry I Am

Hey.
Sherie?
I'm Sorry I Missed School Today..
My Brother Was Sick And I Had To Stay With Him.
I'm Really Sorry And I Miss You.
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One More Thing.
If I Could Sing..
I Would Sing This Song But For Now..
I'll Just Write The Lyrics..

I Can Wait Forever-Simple Plan
You look so beautiful today
When you’re sitting there it’s hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn’t matter but you feel so far away
And I can’t lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face
And I…Cuz I just can’t take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait…I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you’re gone, it won’t stop bleeding
I can wait…I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It’s like every time I turn around, I see your face
The thing I miss the most is, waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay
And I can’t lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face
And I…Cuz I just can’t take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait…I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you’re gone it wont stop bleeding
I can wait…I can wait,I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess it’s just the price I gotta pay
When I come back home To feel your touch, Makes it better
Until that day there’s nothing else I can do
And I just can’t take it!

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait…I can wait,I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you’re gone it won’t stop bleeding I can wait…I can wait,I can wait forever

Just A Little Risky.

This Week Has Not Been That Bad..
I Guess.
Trials Were Ok And Sh*t.

Just For The Record;
I Won't Kill Myself Knowing It Will Dissapoint You.
And I'm Not A Complete Phsyco-Path.
I'm Over Sensitive At Times But Not Crazy.
I Just Want You Guys To Know.
It's Not Nice To Judge People..
Before You Even Meet Them.
I Guess Its Ok If You Know Them For Quite A While..
But...
Yeah.
I Would Describe Myself As 'Misunderstood'

I Love Her.
Don't Get Me Wrong.
I Would Do Anything For Her.
But Some People Don't Understand That.
Sometimes Parents Should Let Their Kids Make Their On Desicions.
I'm Not Saying My Mom Is Bad.
She Is Just Over-Protective.
By The Way.
I Feel Earlier Today..
So My Elbow And Knee Are Kinda Fucked Up..
It Was A Pretty Funny Fall Actually..
And Pretty Painful As Well.

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That Was The Best I Could Come Up With..
The Smiley Face Not The Post.
I Guess Thats It.
GoodNight
I Miss Her.

-seb-