I Love You

Things Are Starting To Look Up.
I'm Talking To Her In School.
It's Akward..But Still
I Don't Mind Not Talking.
I Just Like Her Presence And..
Well I Love Her.
Right Now I Miss Her So Much.
I Want To Be With Her Every Second Of The Day.
To Make Sure She's Ok..
I Miss Her.
I Miss Our Strange Conversations.
I Just Want To See Her Smile.

-TheBoyWho'sInLove-

Love Is A Big Word.

I Only Like One Person.
Though,I've Been Trying To Denie It.
You See..Life Sucks For Me.
And I Don't Really Get What She Sees In Me.
That Is Even If She Likes Me.
I Miss Her And I'm Really Awkward Around Her..
So..
Yeah.
I'm A Mess,
I've Hardly Got Some Self-Asteem,
And I'm Screwed Up.

-seb-

This Ain't A Scene So Don't Make It One.

Hey..
To Anyone Reading This..
I'm 'Dead'
So Ignore Me If You See Me Because I Couldn't Care Less..
She Screwed Me Up Real Bad I Guess..
In Other Words:I'm A Mess And She's Worst.
I Realised She Does Not Care About Anyone But Herself..
Seb Is Screwed Up For Thinking He Likes Sherie..

-TheBoyWhoCutsHimselfForKicks-

S.S.L.S

I Still Do I Cant Help It.
The 'Not Allowed To Talk Part Makes It Worst'
...
Our Hearts Will Beat In Separate Rooms Like They Always Do..
This Time Mine Will Hurt.

-seb-

You Know It Always Just Be Me

I Wrote This To A Girl Whom I Thought I Loved
Here Is How It Goes..

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I Want To Hold Your Hand Everyday For The Rest Of Our Lives,
I Want To Hold You In My Arms And Never Let Go
And When I D0 Let Go It Would Be To Look In Your Eyes And See You Smile.
I've Never Felt This Way Before And I Love You,
Even If You Like Him More Than Me,
And Everytime I Do Something Wrong I Regret It And I'm Really Sorry.
I Don't Care What Anyone Thinks Of Us,
And I May Not Be Perfect But You Know How I Feel And I Hope You Feel The Same Way.
Sometimes I Get Really Shy And I Have To Try Really Hard To Find The Answers To Your Questions Because You're The One Person Who's Always On My Mind,
And I Dont Think Straight When I'm Around You.
I Love You Sherie Mae Janz.

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Shortly After That She Broke My Heart..

Lots Of Love,
-seb-

p.s:I Don't Know What To Feel Anymore..