God is Cruel-ish...

I've kinda got issues...
But life is'nt just bout me...
Everyone's got issues..
Just some more than others...
I'm the jealous type..
Real 'Nice'...

Sherie(sigh)
Sometimes I don't get her..
I mean she is real pretty...
And I like her alot..
But she confuses me all the time..
I don't hate her...
It's just sometimes I don't know what to say
Or think when I'm around her..
God she is pretty...
I miss her...

I miss her more than anything in the world...
I miss her eyes..
And her smile...
And..And..She smells like an angel...
(Not that I have come close to an angel)
But...yeah.

Hey God,
If you read blogs..
I want you to know...
Know that...
I love Sherie and I would do anything for her..
Thank You God,Thank You...

Yours Truly,
-theguywhosscreweduptomanytimes-

I Stab Myself With a Key Everyday to Make Sure I'm Not Invinsible

I'm A Dick...
Sherie I'm so Sorry...
I'm a Royal Screw-up...
Sherie if Your Reading This I
Want You to Know I'm Really Sorry...

This blog Goes Out to Sherie:

I'm really sorry...
I just Wanted to Express myself
and I Never Meant to Insult You in anyway
I Want To Talk To You but I don't Know
Where to start...
S.S.L.S

-seb-
p.s.Sherie I'm Really sorry...

Sherie + Zaki

...Fuck...

Hey Sherie?One question...
Do you enjoy seeing me depressed?
Hey Zaki?One question...
How about you?I thought you were my friend...
...Fuck...

I started cutting myself again...
And let me tell you something..
Sherie did not care..
What the Fuck?!

My Mom saw my cuts and freaked out..
Weird..
I'm so jealous and pissed off right now...
Zaki I Fucking hate you..you're the worst friend anyone could ask for...
I don't need this Bullshit...
One more thing...
Everytime I talk to Sherie she makes me feel stupid,worthless,dumb,crushed and HeartBroken...

I hate 'Them'
Especially when they're together...
It pisses me off...
If that DickWeed(Zaki)ever talks to me again I'll make sure his two front teeth comes out...
I lost my phone...so don't bother calling...


Life is Fucked Up
-seb-