kicking the autumn leaves

what's wrong with me?can someone please help me understand?
am i not good enough for anyone?the world doesn't revolve around me.
i know that but if it did...just for one day..i would be the luckiest kid ever.
i've had my heartbroken.it still is.she said that i couldn't have another chance
when she said that my broken heart broke even more...
it kills me when she writes on his hand even if it's 3 little words.
if i could kill myself right now,i would because she's not worth it
and i'm not worth it.i love you and i guess that's not enough.
i love you sherie and thats all that matters to me just give me one more chance.


i love you,
i love you,
i love you,
i love you,
i love you,
i love you,
i love you,
sherie.


its just nature misery loves me
-seb-

sherie

sherie,

you're my addiction,
you're the one i wake up for,
you're the one who's always on my mind,
you're also the one who broke my heart,

and you can't blame me for being such a jerk
because it hurts.if only you could feel my pain.

no one understands me and no one likes me so i dont blame you
for hating me.i'am trying really hard to get over you
but i love you and you're the only thing that matters to me.

every minute of the day i miss you
i maybe sensetive but that doesn't change the way
i feel about you.i would give anything to hold you right now...

i wish i had a gun then it would so easy
and i think before i do 'it' would you remember me?
its just nature that misery loves me..

-seb-
F.o.B rocks!